uncertain
2007-11-18 - 5:33 p.m.
i tend to be annoyed when younger people don't give me respect that i think is due simply because i'm older... even though i agree that respect should be earned. but here is the paradox, i definitely don't give enough respect to my ... and most of the time, i loathe ... for being, in my opinion, one of the most negative influences in my life. i know that loathing is an incredibly intense word, but i don't know how else to describe how underhand i think ... is. ... is like one of those kindergarten kids who're really nice to you in front of the teacher, then they hit you in the playground and tell your best friends you've been saying bad things about them when you haven't. that said, i am completely convinced that our antagonistic relationship will cost me a few trips to the shrink. i wish i could respect you more, but you always do these incredibly demeaning things. insulting to me, demeaning you.
i feel so unsure about next sem even tho this sem is not over. i really feel like taking a year off and going to spain, brazil, cape town etc.
i wish i had money to get a new mp3 player. sigh. nobody makes good mp3 players anymore. creative is having a warehouse sale but slyly, the products they're selling then only have a 90 day warranty. they usually have like a 18 months warranty don't they...
smooch ||arse
